thesinger
thelyrics
thechords
themelody
foryou
you're
my song.
it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.
but everythingmeans nothing.

Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Hey! I've moved to Live Journal~ This is my link: http://www.livejournal.com/~krissypoopoo/
I'm not going to blog here anymore. So remember to update ur links!
if i ain't got you|4:19 AM|

Thursday, May 26, 2005
Heya~ Back to blogging.. Let's see wad have I done today.. For the first time in many weeks.. I woke up at 9.15AM (Thanks to my sis, mum and bro for toking so loudly outside).. haha then I bought BK breakfast for my piggy Darling coz he was real tired.. due to playing MS until 5AM.
Anyway.. after breakfast, bought a cake for Lin and my Mother.. different places.. One in Heartland Mall, one in Hougang Mall. Different brands of cakes mah.. lolz~
Today's my Daddy's Birthday, one day before Lindy.. HAhha and tomrorow to celebrate Lin's birthday, going to her bbq she is going to hold at Punggol Park. Gotta see some familiar faces I think.. Hmm but the best thing is gotta see the girls again =)
Alright for this short post. See Ya~
if i ain't got you|10:14 PM|

Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Have u ever think back.. how u and ur partner got to know each other? How you and your partner became a couple? What kind of friendship do u and ur partner develop before you two got together?
I always have images about me and Darling in the past.. It's pretty funny how we could end up together.. We only tok to each other in class if we have to.. and I think we won't even tok to each other if there's no such thing as Internet. Waahahha..
The best thing was.. before we really confess our feelings for each other.. we only went out ONCE. And before that.. we still didn't really tok to each other in the class.. Very funny ar..
But behind the scenes.. we spent countless hours toking thru MSN and trust me.. those conversations are pretty sweet and lame.. hahahha. Darling once said.. We could almost print out our conversations and make it a book.
Throughout these night conversations.. I began to know Darling more and I've grown attracted to him. Every night.. after the conversation.. before I sleep.. I would have tot thru wad both of us had said.. and I tot "Would it be possible?" BUt becoz I was attached to someone else then.. I didn't dare to think much.. I tot it was just a normal infactuation.
It became real obvious when I started to steal glances at him in class and even during LUNCH! (OMG!~) and hoped I could tok to him like a normal friend.. but I just couldn't pick up the courage and I'll feel embarrassed.
There was once during lunch.. haha.. I could remember so vividly.. I was eating My McDOnald's meal.. and Darling was at the back.. stole one of my french fries.. that's smthing he would never do to me at least.. hahhaa and also.. there was once at the Food Junction, when he walked past me.. he made an effort to disturb me by patting on my head. I was pretty shocked.. Hhaaz.. dun ask me why I remember such lil details.. Coz.. imagine.. A friend u seldom tok in class did that to u!
Although me and Darling are together for a year plus.. but I still remember the details about how we were like before we became a couple. =) Anyway, such sweet memories are nice to keep and I'm still collecting them.
~Love is truly magical~
if i ain't got you|2:28 PM|

Monday, May 23, 2005
I've just watched "KISS" MTV from Jericho's blog.. Well, although this is the 4th time or 5th I'm watching it.. but my eyes were still teary as ever.. It always starts when the female lead was discharged from the hospital.. knowing what the guy had done for her..
I'm always getting emotional about these things.. even a normal TV series.. if a couple was separated or one of them had a misfortunate.. I will definitely cry.. It relates to Family ties too. Funny thing is that.. friendship ties.. Tv serials like to put them into a position that both girls fighting for a guy or both guys fighting for a girl.. it's like so cliche.. I mean I think it's kinda dumb to fight becoz of that.
Oh well, it's Monday again.. T_T time really passes fast..
if i ain't got you|12:53 PM|

Friday, May 20, 2005
"Wu-oo...Wu-oo" --> This is the sound I got from Celeste when waves are splashing against her.. feet! Yah.. wad a funny noise from her... Hahaz.. Lindy was toking to me about some things and all I could hear from Celeste is her "Wu-oo..Wu-oo". Seems like she enjoyed it alot.. Lolz.
Yesterday met up with Celeste and Lindy and head towards East Coast. Main purpose is to cycle.. But darn.. it rained. Arghz.. So no choice.. we had our dinner first. It finally stopped and we went to the bicycle kiosk and rent the bikes.. hahaha.. it was real cool.. then after a few minutes it rained again! But it's okie.. we continued to cycle after playing one round of Uno. (Thanks to Celeste for that!)
The weather was cool, the wind was cool.. everything was great! =) And of coz.. there were gossips and talks again.. hahhaa..
When I came home.. it was already 12 midnight.. and my leg aches for one night.. Lolz.. gotta slp straight.. but now it's quite alright.. Hhee..
It was a fun night overall =)
if i ain't got you|2:03 PM|

Thursday, May 19, 2005

This is how me and Darling looks like in the Maple Story game.. hehehezzz~~

This is just another fun pic.. lolz.. just kissing~ *ShYz
Hahaha.. Tomorrow.. or should I say later in the evening time I'm going cycling with Lin and Jun. It's been quite some time I've met up with the girls. Also.. some time to keep myself away form the game.. hehehe.. Alright~ Lin and Yan, I understand that ur big day is coming.. anything I can get for u? Lolz.. Please list down everything.. hehhee
And oh yah Lin.. can't wait for ur bbq next week~ Hehehez.. FOOD!!!
if i ain't got you|4:06 AM|

Monday, May 16, 2005
I'm back to Maple Story.. hehee.. anybody playing can add me? --> Starlov3. Yep~ Have been leading a crazy life.. played games till wee hours in the night and slp till in the afternoon.. then watch TV sometimes and played game again..
Wanted to go Darling's hse area and eat the carrot cake.. supposed to wake up at 10, but then when Darling called me I was too tired.. I think he was also tired.. hahaha.. Coz we slept at about 4 plus last night.
Oh well, my sister also started playing Maple Story.. haha.. the gang is back again, 3 different class again, Thief, Warrior and Bowman. I'm a bowman! Hhahaaz..
U know, these few days I've been thinking.. how nice if I have a dog at home.. I mean.. really.. Been dreaming of that like crazy.. It would be nice if I had it on my 21st Birthday. My mama, keep thinking that we can't take care of the dog.. becoz we can't even take care of ourselves.. We had a dog once..many many years ago.. and I was only in Primary School.. How was I supposed to take care of it? And now.. I've seen lots of my friends having dogs.. and I don't believe I can't take care of it.. Even my cousin has one. Sigh =( The only way to satisfy myself is to go petshops and look at them.. Sigh..
if i ain't got you|2:31 PM|
